Tangled N Seattle

horsechoka asked: One of the things that come mind when I think of AMBW is epicness. It is the rarest type of interracial relationships due to stereotypes from both sides, that makes it seems like it wouldn't work well in a million years. From my experience, I've got the best cooperation from black women compare to other women. I'm not sure if it's a fetish or I'm just lucky to meet the nice ones all the time, but I'm loving it.

Colossal right? Its that feeling of defiying the odds with your emotions.  Im very interested in your statement about cooperation…what does that mean? In my experience with Az males its very hard to read emotion, they are almost like storm troopers as the r programmed to do with out it, however every part of their being screams emotion and outpours it in such sincere ways. Ways I honestly have to say that Black Women have been excempt from, not just from Black males but from society. I been with the same man for almost 5 years and I have grown so much as a individual but my same way of expressing that, is not the way in which he does, that at times is very hard to understand his heart or emotion. 

I fall back from the communities alot because this isnt fake stuff, this isnt a k pop record, this is my life, his life, our families and all our hopes and dreams as individuals. When can we go deeper and ask those questions to gain higher support, where can i ask how do we cooperate with you? 

I dont respond or feel inspired by many posts with BW swooning over shiny straight black hair or tight glossy black eyes that pierce with such percision. I dont want to be attacked for leaving my race and wanting to be asian female because I wear make up and have a certain style of hair. Most of all above it all I dont want people assuming negative and immoral thoughts towards my family or my hearts family just because we are not of the same race. 

Its more than sexual thoughts and ambitious attraction, its life and like a relationship with your family or friends…its fucking HARD. Like anything worth doing!

I guess this is my letter to all the Males, whether they happen to Azn, black, white, latino, islander, african, or european. What type of cooperation or love do you get from me; even if your me is like me black, azn, white, latina, islander, african, or european?